AT FIRST & LAST MEMORY with HONEY-BLOOD
Ruangsak Anuwatwimon
Our brain is always in need of news and information through all possible senses. We depend on that given information to the extend we let it leads us to believe that we’re living in the world with the self reflects back at us. Memorization is a procedure which often involves feelings and emotions. We judge the world with our feelings, because each of us is, our own world.
In all our senses, I choose to use vision. Often strong emotions have been memorized through vision. Many times it is unclear, or is made of a strange mixture of perceptions. It is as if I was perceiving some hallucinating scenes from the dreams, because the visions that has been captured is not only of shapes of things, but it is the integration, the complexity of the world that we live in, and the inner world that we selected. It is a set of language within the memory itself.
In this work I attempt to imitate the random resonance of lingual and visions fusions in a moment of time. The observer will be left in an unpredictable stance. Within that period, the observer’s double fusions, memories and the new information may provoke flashback of images, or create a missing moment. That depends on the state the observer’s in, but I believe that through this procedure, what would seems like a scientific legal, is one of the method that would make it possible for us to see. To see that other world which lies in between the two worlds that we know?